it’s two in the afternoon
and i’m still miserable in bed
because looking at pictures of you
makes me think why i can't have some fun now too
but when i step out in the cold
i feel so old
in my cardigan in my button up
the bottoms of my pants rolled
i don’t know why i try
when every night i want die
in your arms
since you’ve left I’ve tucked myself
neat in an infinite loop
of tv and books and drinking
and avoiding all our friends
but when i’m bored on the bus
then i get bored on my phone
i pull your nice new life right up
to make myself feel magic-instant-bad
i don’t know why i try
when every night i want die
in your arms
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